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Modeling Show Pics

Fri, 21 May 2004 03:24:58 GMT

The modeling show went well... i almost tripped on my prom dress. Here are some pics from the modeling show that <3 olivia <3 took. Olivia, Kat, Robert, my mom and brother all went to support me! <3 thanks guys! I hope you enjoy them!

Thats the lovely kat.. prolly the best picture ever of her. I love her! shes so cute.. we were wearing practicly the same shirt!

Me, <3 Robert, and <3 Kat! Cute pic!!! I hope these pics turn out well on ur computer!

me modeling my bathingsuit.. prolly the worst pic.

me modeling my short pink skirt n my pink top. Enjoy!

me modeling my prom dress. *that i tripped on maybe 5 times!*

Seniors last day.. Rob's letter

Thu, 20 May 2004 20:31:49 GMT

So today was the seniors last day. So incredibly sad. I managed to not cry the whole time.. but everytime i saw Robert i got all depressed. Cuz i wont be seeing him as much anymore. But tomorrow after school hes picking me up and were gunna go chill at his house (he lives seriously 1 minute away from the school). Today when he was walkin me from 2nd period to third he had his guitar so he was playing it for me in the hallway. It was cute. He said hed play more for me tomorrow. :) Im not sayin i love him.. he just makes me so incredibly happy. I havent been this happy since ive been with ian. And he just is so sweet and treats me very well. What he wrote to me in my yearbook was so sweet, even tho he did take up 2 pages (one to me and one for his friends to sign.. what a l_oser). Here, I'll write it for ya.

Hey Babe,

I haven't known you a long time, but that's ok cause we have a lot of traits that work together. You know that you are a very special person because I actually gave up bein' a pimp, just for you. The times that we've had together will hopefully not compare to the things waiting for us, even though we've had some damn good times. In you I find something more than just a good time though; I find someone that I can just cuddle with and hold hands with. I love when we just sit & hold eachother... it's awsome! So we're going to bring our kindgodms together & have a mass society of our people. but mine will be in the upperclass and yours will be the lower class cause they're not smart and smell like yetties. But you are very special to me! And when I kiss your lips it's Amazing cause they're so soft & I love feeling your soft skin cause your Amazing to me! (Awww I'm sweet) haha.
Love,
Robert

He drew me a picture of a yetti and a sign that says SLOW children playing. Hes so cute <3.

So yes.. hes graduating, and joining the air force, so he can die. *tear* I guess I'll just have to enjoy him while hes here.

Enough about Robert.. lol. Today I have a fashion show, 730-8 at John Robert Powers (across from Crabtree Valley Mall.. on Marriott drive). Come see me if you love me (ITS FREE).. There will be f_ood after it too! (id go just for that.. but i cant bc i kinda have to be in it). Its not a big thing though. I take classes at John Robert Powers and they are 10 weeks long and for the 10th week we have a show to close it off. So this is my tenth week. *TEAR* im goin to miss all my new friends I've made. So come cheer me on, see me fall off the runway, or just to meet Rob. lol.

Mrs. Marrerro (my Computer Apps teacher) is leaving tomorrow bc shes having her baby in a few days!!! :) wish her luck!

rob is awsome

Wed, 19 May 2004 23:08:17 GMT

Robert is awsome

thats all i gatta say.

Rob's the king of a distand land of smart and beautiful people. and I'm the princess of thge had that has immature whiny and idiotic people that smell like yetties.

dog's birthday, somethin interesting

Sun, 16 May 2004 23:48:09 GMT

oh yeah, today's my doggies 6th birthday! everybody wish my puppy a happy birthday.. hes growing up!! *sniff sniff*

oh and heres something funny.. ive heard it before but idk if all of u have yet.. so enjoy..

"You know the world is going c_ra^zy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'." -Chris Rock!

BUSCH GARDENS

Sun, 16 May 2004 23:34:13 GMT

OMG BUSCH GARDENS WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!! First.. we got first place out of the WHOLE ENTIRE COMPETITION! And me n katy were talking to one of the judges and he said that we were the best as it can get, and this was before we found out that we won the competition. And he kept going on n on about how good we were, i felt really *special*. On Friday me n kellie got $30 worth of food for saturday.. haha. I got a 2 Liter of Wild Cherry Pepsi, Chips n dip, 2 bags of gummie bears, a bag of reeces, and a bag of starburst cream jelly beans. Soooo much food! Haha, i was so proud of myself. i mean a 2 liter. only me, only me.

ANYWAYS.. now about BUSCH GARDENS... it was wow.. a lot of fun. The first ride, the Loch Ness Monster or w/e i rode w/ Luther. He was being all nice n stuff and helpin me out bc i was really scared about riding it. I hate drops, they are soooo scary. but i LOOOVE flips. So i was cutting the circulation out of Luther's hand while riding that ride. Ask him if u can see the pic of us bc its hilarious. I look so scared. But it was a good ride. ALPENGIEST was AWSOME!!!!! The wait was like an HOUR long, but it was sooo worth the wait. Everyone was looking at Michael's hair because he picked his hair and had a huge ass afro. I was like, people act like they've never seen a white boy with a fro before! lol. So that michael kid i was just talking about, him n Kellie blood pushed me into a fountain. haha. But i kinda hit my leg when i fell in and was supposed 2 get stiches but didnt. it has been bleeding ever since it got hurt. I fixed it today by using the stiches tape. the owwie is really deep. It sucks. Uhh.. so yeah busch gardens was a lot of fun. If i think of any more stories ill tell ya.

After busch gardens we got back to school round 1130 at night. And robert and some other ppl picked me up and we went back to my house and chilled. It was fun.

Anyways just wanted to tell ya bout busch gardens. Maybe ill write more later, im really tired and i dont feel well. <3 ya!

Depressed about Graduation

Thu, 13 May 2004 20:56:16 GMT

Hey.. so uhh I found out that Danny was sayin shit about me behind my back. But i dont care, i know the real him now. When i heard that he was talkin about my friend i didnt believe it and then my liking for him dropped. Yeah.. so hes over with.

Uhh the choir concert went good.

BUSCH GARDENS IS IN 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL DAYYYYYY SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahh im soooo e_xci^ted!

I realized that i only have a week left with the seniors. It made me cry when i found out. Robert is seriously leaving me, moving on. I wont see him everyday anymore, in a week. I wont have anybody to walk me to my classes (well to some.. bc ill always find someone to walk with). Then im not going to see him like at all over the summer because he got his lisence suspended for 3 months and sold his truck. I cant believe he sold Hillary (his truck's name). And then after high school hes joining the AIR FORCE! Im like YOU CANT JOIN THE AIRFORCE! YOU'LL DIE! omg he just cant guys.. i cant let it happen! Imma cry omg. Hes such a good friend, Im going to miss him so much. You wont even understand.

Umm thats about all i can think of. One week left. At graduation i know ill be crying. How am i supposed to cry and sing at the same time? idk.. but we'll see how it happens.

Hope everyone is doing well.

Oh yeah.. today's my brother's 14th birthday and yesterday was my cousin Austin's 16th birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Sick.. choir concert tonight

Tue, 11 May 2004 19:28:15 GMT

Yesterday was a good day i guess. Leesville choir had a dress rehersal from 230-5 yesterday so that went good (Robert has a solo so im really excited) and then me n my mom gave erin a ride to ccgc, but before that we went to Taco Bell. I was really hungry that day, until i started working on my second challupa and started feeling really sick to my stomach. I still dont know what it is, but im STILL feeling sick. CCGC was recording a cd, and i only sang the song that i had the solo in and then left because i wasnt feeling well at all. It sucked.

Today my mom let me skip first period so i got to sleep in. I went to choir and sat out the whole time bc i wanted to save my energy for the concert tonight. Third period i took a test. Then i left after third period because i just couldnt make it.

I'm really excited about our concert tonight because its going to be good (weather i sing or not). The Capital Pride guy's song is sooo awsome, its the song that robert has a solo in. :) He's such a great singer.

We got a foosball table. So imma start working on my foosball ability's asap. I'd like to be good at something for once, so maybe I could be the PRO at foosball.

Oh what a _gif_t

This is the WORST possible week i could get sick on.

Ps: Tomorrow is AUSTIN'S birthday. So if you have his number call him n wish him happy birthday. If you dont then too bad for youuuuu.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:53:35 GMT

So todays Mothers Day! I love this day! The day i can show my mom how much i love her for everything she does for me. If you guys dont know this me and my mom have grown pretty close over the past year. She's like one of my friends! (Cept i dont tell her everything). So this morning i made her breakfast and then we went to church, i was the liturgist today, and then we came home and went tanning outside together. Then we started making our travel plans for next year ((Maybe christmas in HAWAII.. Summer vacation to AUSTRALIA)).. i know.. im spoiled. Then we watched Once Upon A Time In Mexico ((thee most confusing movie ever)). So todays gone pretty well.

SATURDAY I did my chores, went to CURVES to work out and saw the one n only <3 KATHERINE ELIZABETH <3 so i got to work out with her. I love her!! Then I went shopping for my mom's mother's day present and my friend Karen's birthday present. I got my mom the JET cd cuz shes been wanting it. Oh when I was driving home from Crabtree i had to sit on Creedmoor road for 10 MINUTES. agh it was INSANE. I was literally PARKED bc we werent moving. Some guy got too impatent so he went over the median and went the other way. I was about to do that cept i was in the van and on the WAYY right side of the trafic. It was stopped bc they felt like PAINTING THE FRICKEN ROAD. haha that was great.

ANYWAYS.. So I went to my friend Karen's birthday party. That was fun. A lot of people went. We started watching SCREAM 3 good movie good movie, but then every1 left (including me).

Thats about it for my weekend.. I hope you guys had a good one too..

Remember tell your mother HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

Fight w/ danny

Sat, 08 May 2004 03:53:33 GMT

Hey.. whats newwww?!? okay lemme tell u about my day...

*First period: had a sub.. had to watch a boring history movie ((even tho its DRAMA)) and was totaly lost during hte whole thing, so i did my geometry homework and then fell asleep.

*Second period: sang.. as usual.. kalene n her boyfriend broke up so i feel sooo bad for her.. i tell ya EVERYONE is breaking up now a days. EVERYONE!! it soooooo scary!!!

*Third period: worked on a test w/ a group.. we did pretty well..
*LUNCH* went off w/ Robert.. chilled @ his house (since its seriously ONE minute from his house to school).. came back to school a few min early.. oh umm and on the way to class me n danny n kellie were walkin to class and me n danny got in a big fight.. and he stormed off.. so i pretty much screwed things up (as usual) between us.. which sucks bc i really like him.
*end of Third period: tried to finish my work, was distracted.
*Fourth period: did research on a job that i wanted to go to college for.. had to find out if i could live off of it while paying for rent n a car and expences.. imma be living w/ my friend Sara in Deerfield beach ((near BOCAAA RATONNN FLORIDAAAA)) and having absolutely NOTHING to live on haha its great. Ill prolly have to work some night shifts, you know, some street corners, and if not then imma have to live w/ ian i swear.. just to live. (not like itd be a bad thing or anything.. life would be a dream). It was more of a re_ali^ty ch_eck.

Then after school since it was *90 DEGREES* outside i went and layed out for an hour or so.. then i put my contacts in ((OH yeah.. i got contacts yesterday n i love em.. cept it takes me like half an hour to get them in my eyeballs haha)).. then i went to my choir concert at Meredith College.

My dad had his surgery on his face today (bc he has skin cancer) and the medicine they gave him is making him WHACKO_OO_OO_OO_O and driving me NUTS!!! agh.. *tears hair out of her head* i cant take it anymoreeee!

The LTL's are all having their heart broken or played with today. So Kat told me not to talk to <3 IAN <3 today bc she doesnt want me to cry, and im like he usually makes me happy when i talk to him, but since kat has the "animal instincts" that she has ill try to stay away from him today. Just so i dont get hurt. Even tho I am pretty crushed that i screwed things up between me n Danny.. ugh i hate boys. Imma become a nun w/ Cassie.. only if we can live in B_oca.. and i can live w/ ian *haha* some nun i am!

nothin tooo much

Wed, 05 May 2004 22:01:06 GMT

Umm.. today was pretty good. First period i had to perform an improvisational comedy thing. It went really good. Second period.. sang (as usual). Third period our teacher was out (YAYYY) so we had a sub and we convinced the sub to teach us her way on doing it since our teacher doesnt know how to teach.. so yeah i actually understand whats going on now. Fourth period we didnt really do anything.

So todays the usual.. nothing interesting happened. Oh todays Cinco De Mayo! haha.. awsome eh? My dad is coming home tomorrow from florida ((LUCKY DUCK)) because Friday he has surgery ((bc he has skin cancer)). I really should be nicer to him since he has cancer n all but i really dont care haha. alls i care about is that hes going to South Africa soon for 8 days.. that means 8 days WITHOUT MY FATHERRR YAYYY! haha.. *angel*

Oh umm.. YESTERDAY my friend Danny ((hes from CHICAGO <3 ))came home with me.. and we chilled and watched Eight Crazy Nights. Its a pretty funny movie, i like it. But that was about it for my fun day yesterday.